Be the best that you can be.

Tonight, as I sat on the cold-concrete floor under my block, warming down, I thought about everything. That inexplicable feeling that continues to surge through my soul and drags me around in circles. I'm feeling vexed and knots are all entangled inside me. I need something- time. With "time", I would replay things and do things that would change my entire destiny. No matter how much we hated how things were, "time" does not wait or turn back. We may not change the past and we can never foresee the further. All we have is the "present". The "present" will soon become the "past". No matter how shitty the "present" may seem, we just have to make do with what we have and make the best out of it. To conclude, what we do have now is the most important. Do not fret about what has passed and what may be coming towards us. Instead, we should focus on what we have now and do things to the best of our capability. This way, ou...

They always say that one must be selfish in order to become successful. I can't bring myself to do that.

I never get it. As I receive my English results today, I was appalled. Questions filled my mind. Why did I get such a low grade? I merely passed my paper one. Although there was slight improvement in my paper two, paper pulled me down completed and I got only 56.7% for the entire English marks. I was confused. It was a morale to think that my English grade would go up simply by improving my grammar. That was a total mistake. Everybody is getting really stress during this period of time. There are only twenty-two days. Time has flew by so quickly. That quick that I could not keep up. The next twenty-two days is what I have got to pull up my grades to what I really wanted for myself. That twenty-two days is all that I have left, yet I still have so many subjects that I need to pull their grades up. English, Maths, Chemistry, Geography, Social Studies, Design and Technology... Basically everything. The pressing issue now is to have 5 sets of maths paper completely done finished by the e...

Finally the preliminaries are over. I have been lucubrate industrious for quite some time and I do not have ample sleep. Today, as I was attending tuition, I could not help but to doze off. It was really very disturbing. How nice would it be if we were are all super humans, or rather robots and we would not have to sleep. That way, we would be able to do so much more things. I can still vividly remember a sticky note that was given to me by my sister, it wrote," How can you feel tired? Successful people wake up every morning, wishing that they do not need to sleep. They want to do so much more thing." That has been what I kept reminding myself of recently whenever I feel tired. Counting down, there are only 24 days left to the O Levels science practical exam which will mark the start of the exam and there are only 29 days left to the O Level English Papers. I really want give in my best shot for this examination. This would be everything I got. I will do my best! Yes! Anyw...

I hope it's the latter. Whatever it is, i will become the best.

1. Deleted my Facebook and twitter application and I can no longer have access to it on my phone. This way i would remain focus till my o levels have finish. 2. Limit myself to train badminton only at most 2 times a week. 3. Off my phone/ Put my phone aside when I am studying. That's all. I will do my best for the remaining 29 days.