Dear readers, this is just going to be a random post. I've not been posting for quite time now...

After watching "You Are The Apple Of My Eye", a myriad of thoughts filled my mind. That ineffable feeling that stays after watching it... It was totally wow.
As my astrology described me, I am rather an introvert although I may seem like someone who is always out-going and cheerful. Hiding all my true feelings inside my heart, all I did was to hide everything in myself; Suffering in silence. Every single night, I asked myself," What if?". What if we were together back then. What if I did not give up. Would things be the same?
Sometimes when we like someone, we do many stupid things just to see that smile on their faces, or even receive a smiley face back in their text messages.Yeah,that's pretty dumb.
I still keep our msn conversation on my phone. Don't i sound just like a stalker?
Fuck, my English is de-proving..
Anyway life still goes on with or without you.
If only you knew. You're the longest crush.

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